Unlike Modest Mouse's 1996 album of the same name, I used to (I say used to because I don't really drive anymore) have endless thoughts running through my head when driving and the only way to get them out- well, so I at first thought, was to put on my Ipod and sing at the top of my lungs, dancing when possible- much to the amusement of fellow highway users.. But music contains memories, good & bad, tear wrenching, funny and just god damn freaky and I can't listen to a song without it taking me back to a familiar place... It's much like certain perfumes. The memories are kept deep inside you, not forgotten, but just misplaced, until a particular scent forces them back out, taking you back to that day, that moment and it'll feel like it's all happening again..
We all have something like this.. I'm not saying particular scents mostly bring up heartache-filled memories, but some, unfortunately, do.. That's why believe that we can't truly love until we've been hurt.. but that's the magic of music, It works as a medicine for healing and self cleansing.
"There are songs that make us want to dance, songs that make us want to sing along, but the best songs are the ones that bring you back to the moment you first heard them, and once again, break your heart.."
- Gossip Girl
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| "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.."- Phyllis Diller [some sad] songs that make me Fader- the temper trap, Watch the sun come up- example, Hear you me- jimmy eat world, Sleeping Sickness- city and colour, Blood- the middle east, Paperthin Hymn- anberlin, Hurt Me- the jezabels Yellow- coldplay, Sleepy Head- passion pit, Hello Seattle (remix)- owl city, Hello I'm Delaware- city and colour, Life in Technicolour- coldplay Transatlanticism- death cab for cutie,  ... Sleeping Sickness I awoke, only to find my lungs empty Through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be And I'm Breaking Down I think I'm breaking down And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me Such as living with the uncertainties That I'll never find the words to say Which would completely explain Just how I'm breaking down Someone come, Someone come and save my life Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead But now its like the night is taking up sides With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind Could it be? This misery will suffice I've become, the simple souvenir of someone's KILL Like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill Madness fills my heart and soul As if the great divide could swallow me whole Oh, how I'm breaking down Someone come, Someone come and save my life Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead But now its like the night is taking up sides With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind Could it be? This misery will suffice Someone come, Someone come and save my life Someone come, Someone come and save my life Someone come, Someone come and save my life Could it be? This misery will suffice Sleeping Sickness video ... p.s [I love you]   Johnny Depp ♥   ...But really...  i. love. you "I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours."- The Notebook "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." -Moulin Rouge "To me, you are perfect -And my wasted heart will love you." -Love Actually "If you love someone just say it, say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just... passes you by."- My Best Friend's Wedding I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said, "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought."- The Holiday What happened to the days when people showed their true feelings for one another via letter? Men like Romeo , Heathcliff & Mr Darcy expressing their undying love to their women.. If it happened today it would make my heart melt.. Yes it was a bit cheesy, but sometimes I like cheesy.. ;) I didn't fall in love until I was 20. I was beginning to think I never would which scared me half to death because really, what is living if you never truly feel the pain, happiness & fulfillment that only love can give you..? Sure I'd experienced different types, like everyone, in my family, my friends, my pets & music, but nothing like this. He's the only person in the world that could ever truly break my heart and put it back together again.. "I need you to love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I need it most."   |
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